Day 228 outside ward(276 on medications)

I reached my last day at jobclub today, I hope doctors talk to me but I know they won't, I just want to know about my future, I feel like I will complete the Tampines job easily because I have to do it.

My Simba data usage: 1.78gb/400gb.

I'm now inside bus 161 at expressway to I.M.H, today really feels settled and easeful morning. Today I dreamt about me flying to many places as a secret druglord and dreamt about secret societies that don't want me out and continue doing drugs business. In the dream I rest like meditate and flew to places to run away, like a floating in the sky.

When I dream of flying, now after the dream, I think about kuda kepang, I never had such skills before but if to believe existence of Psychic and Wali Allah, does Kuda Kepang powers exist too? I really want to know, it's like in my memory that I will get Ilmu Kuda Kepang without practicing it, and it's "Raja Kuda Kepang" something like that the dream meaning. I'm the only one in the world to get it means I'm special by power, and I hope doctors tell me about it because they are psychics.

I really want to know Silat but I don't know how I can know Silat, I'm turning 38 years old and no one teach me Silat, I hope doctors teach me Martial Art because they are psychics.