Happy Birthday Sakinah!

Just remembered today is Birthday of Sakinah and time really feels like flying fast, I was in probation of jobclub in January then now it's March, I passed 1 month of February earning money of $18/day for twice a week.

Finally Sakinah is experiencing 37 years old, it's really fast I'm turning 38 in 3 months+ to go. The sound of renovation of elevator reminds me of Sakinah's birthday happening on the same day elevator being upgraded.

I wonder why she don't fear being 37 years old and not married while I fear being too old and getting children late, but doctors said my baby will be sick if have babies too early then I really can't do anything about it, only older age I will be safe to have healthy babies, it's weird my body system is like that, I really don't know what to do the pressure to ask for marriage earlier can't happen because of "sick baby" as reason, then my family not thinking about it too, it's weird my family like don't care about it.

That's all anyway, I really hope I get babies with Sakinah and she becomes my wife.