Monday, March 9, 2026

Shop Happily


The cap is so cheap I don't mind if they don't send it, it was 99% discount so I quickly bought it at $0.01 then it's just the delivery amount I think. The Zero Kalori Liquid Sweetener is 150 servings I read, $21.90 is about $1.10 Redbull × 20, then I can make 150 Redbulls instead it's better to buy this. I hope people save money and copy me. Hahaha.

It will be nice as my daily drink is Redbull, 1.10×31 days = $34.10, then I can last for months with this sweetener. I really save a lot of money this way.

Just now in elevator saw my small neighbour now big already, I remember it's like thinking of Dina she was 3 years old then suddenly now 20 years old. I remember doctor said she will also have schizophrenia 1 day and I would be a doctor already by then, is it real someone like me will become a doctor? I really don't care what I became ever since schizophrenia created me like a lazy scorer, I only hope I can save $50K many times in any job. To imagine $50K in 3 years or $75K in 3 years is really a lot it's real story of doctor of how I will save money, I imagine I can become a millionaire if I'm that fast, 1 house that's 1 room is about $80K so it makes sense that I can soon buy a 1 room house if I continue.

I really hope doctor's stories are true like I will be using 80244202 then it really happened. It's like the government actually planned me to get this number instead as fact, how can a psychic be so accurate of my future, I remember it's been since teenage days doctor "predicted" my number. I remember doctor saying he knows 4D too but he don't bet, it's cool if can become rich so easily why doctor just don't choose richness? Is it loss of power if use psychic power on bets? I wonder such thing.

I really hope I just get to do this dishwasher job for 3 years and really save so much money, maybe I just have to assume it's 6 days a week, 6 hours then it's $10/hr, I will earn more than $1400/mth then I hope I become stable from this, I wonder why I will work something that doesn't require a certificate to get the job? Am I really a useless man? Will I be stable on this medication? I truly hope by May the anhedonia feelings goes away. I told the researcher I have anhedonia anyway, but no medicine story happened. Researcher asked if I ever tried clozapine as medicine then I said no, I wonder if they will change my medicine into that.

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