Friday, March 13, 2026

Slept until 12+p.m

It was great I still feel sleepy it's because of this Quit Smoking Inhaler like can sleep more because of it, or like my body can become normal again. The energy to quit smoking is just about having more money to spend, maybe lesser anhedonia because will want to drink nicer drinks more because of thirst instead of smoking and drinking together.

I'm abit blurry now, still sleepy due to the inhaler, it's really good like promoted what I should feel in life instead of energetic every morning until night time, the sleep is really felt as greater feelings too, like anhedonia create loss of pleasure maybe sleep happiness pleasure is loss too, this inhaler brings back the sleepy feelings that happens to the eyes.

I really don't know what to do now it feels so boring, then I remember once quit smoking will have a lot of empty moments of nothing to do, I wonder if I will be fine like this, today is only Friday, then 16th will be a working day on Monday then I hope I'm not sleepy on that day.

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