My Simba data usage: 2.36gb/400gb.
Today my shop don't have Redbull so I have to buy Milo instead for $2. My whole body in pain because of the job yesterday but I like the job so I will continue coming today. It's around 4 hours left to go to work and I hope I don't wet my legs because of the job at there because shoes will smell bad like socks smell.
I really just believing doctor that I will work full month except off day, I hope doctor is right that I can cope in this job.
It's tiring I feel like sleeping again but then yesterday I woke up since morning until night time after work, means maybe the pain is okay to feel because the people been working there for a long time anyway. I'm really excited today is my 2nd day of work and I hope doctor is right, I can't believe I will become someone that earns full month salary, it's something rare in my life because of my schizophrenia, I wish Sakinah helps me in my tough life because she's my soulmate but there's no help at all, I wonder why Soulmate only 1 person know it's like the feeling she didn't get married then nobody inform me but I have to understand it as "because Soulmate knows each other". It's weird I'm in love with her I hope I move on by May.
The job is really painful to my body and I am not sure if I'm energized enough to keep working, I just need a reason but then Motorcycle License and money is the only reason I have to work hard, I hope I'm successful and today will be another day at work, there's no feeling like hacker job exist for me, they all are real workers and like no way my doctor would talk anything to them, it's harsh the money flow is so big if become a hacker then I can't get the job, or not yet.
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