"Work Hard", An Energy of Working Just Now

I finished my 6 hours job, like overtime of 15mins like that, I'm happy I completed it, last year I've done this before then I loss my memory I think, it's the same conversation it's like a setup of conversation but I don't know it seems natural kind of talking.

It's the same people I think, then they don't remember me is odd, they ask my O.T is who is it agent, then I find it weird they don't know I have schizophrenia, I remembered my aunt telling me to "Work Hard" on studies if I want to do it, then it's an energy of working instead, I really enjoy my work even if it's standing for 6 hours long, I think I did well at work.

At work I didn't think of Sakinah, it means that she don't really think of me, but I really like mumble her name so maybe I'm wrong, maybe I kept thinking of her at work, it's harsh lovesickness but then I work anyway, Sakinah don't pity me at all like giving me money because of Soulmate, hahaha. It's funny I really think Sakinah don't think of me at all, I always think of her usually, then I realize I am nothing to her despite feeling she's my soulmate, it's sad but life is really like that.

I repeat like "Work Hard" in my mind to remember to just work anyway, then I remember now that doctor said I will earn $1500+ excluding off day only, I wonder if it's true I really want to work here it's so fun thinking of money, their language is difficult to understand when they speak, it's like listening to husband of my 2nd sister speak, it's hard to hear, but her husband speaks clearer English I think.