It's still the same data because I don't go out.
I'm still hoping words of doctor is right that I will work full month this month, it's like in my memory that after this my salary will become $1800/mth after confirmation of working there, it's weird but it's high and I'm happy about it, there were only 2 days of work and it's like this, I really think it's my memory of last year's conversation with supervisor. I'm already happy with the salary being $1600/mth but the more the merrier.
It feels heavy if I think I have been taken $200 for the first month but it's really okay I guess, doctor is the one that decide it to be okay then I guess it's okay. The job looks like a kind of work for $1400-$1600 then it's still fine with me.
I'm planning this is going to be my last box of cigarette, because I need the money from jobclub, I really became someone having no money again, and worried about cash, it's heavy to live like this, I thought I would be fine receiving money after spending on RG477V, then anhedonia made me can't play games yet but I think it's okay for having the console first.
Story of doctor is like I will meet Sakinah in May or June but I really don't know, it's maybe confusion with some other girl but I wonder how I can become communicating with other girls even, nobody contacted me for so long in my life, then I just hope doctor is true that I will work full month except off day, I really want this money.
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