Done with work today

It's starting to feel pretty normal to work I hope I'm fine, it's total of 6 days I have worked so far, then tomorrow is off day, Saturday and Sunday I will have work, I hear it's alot, I hope it's 1.5× and 2× salary too, I am bored like crazy, just now it was messy at work I really do my best working hard, I really hope they don't hold money again this time, it's really like a madness feeling if money got stuck, there's woodlands bazaar but they won't let me have my money so I can spend at bazaar. It's really harsh, my life experience a lot of harshness and hard life so many times, schizophrenia is like a burning pain no one understand but they want me to work and treat it like it's not painful, something called "suffering" is definitely painful, I suffer from schizophrenia but they won't give me my money. My parents also don't support me with cash quite insanely, it's torturous decision that lead me to think I'm an orphan when I was schizophrenic, it's really bad, I'm 38 years old soon but experience life like this.