Doctor's psychic power says I will earn $1500+ it means I will go full month except off day for appointment, it's hard but I still feel like going to work, it's my favourite job feelings the difficulty is something what someone working should feel, the toughness is caused by voices I hear, I really don't want to lose this $1600/mth salary job, Alysha is a bitch she guessed my life to be working and making attack sentences then I hear it back, then the additional pain is from not receiving money from jobclub, it's hard they doing this to me, I just want less pain in life, it feels like they will hold my money but doctor ever said I will earn it means I will earn, I don't know but I really want to match words of doctor that I really will work hard, :(. It's 1 hour+ to go, so little time it feels so fast like working is fine anyway, don't know why Alysha victimize me like this. I really feel like taking the day off to break from her voices but I feel like working.
She's highly mentally unstable and mentally sick, a true mental problem, a bit of sudden insanity too, it's weird my life to experience her attack sentences then to remember even after more than 10 years, why is my memory like this, why I remember by hearing them back in voices?
I'm so unlucky in life :(, I really want to earn money and live my life properly, but Alysha have grown up and passed by my life as an attacker that's like permanently as voices even when she's not around, it truly feels bad in my heart, it ache my heart into anger, I'm so unlucky it's like this, I think of just going to work anyway, crazy girl really ruining my chances of a nice salary job.
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