It didn't work well, the doctor isn't right that I will continue working here, it's weird but I start to imagine I'm not a psychiatrist/psychologist/Wali Allah/president of Singapore/president of MUIS in future all at once. I wonder why doctor tell me I will work Soldier job anyway, I didn't work it in the end, dishwasher and back pain then I can't work here anymore, it's tough but it has to be like this.
I don't know what to do why it's like this, why a panic feeling daily? It's not healthy anyway. My readers became only 3 my previous post, then I am stopping to think that Sakinah reads me, I really have no one to comfort my feelings and mind, they are not like what I thought they would become, I am wrong in the end about what I believe about them, my healing journey been corrupted and ruined by not receiving money at jobclub at first.
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