Really bored

I feel like I'm earning nothing in my life, it's like I'm going to waste my time working here again, I don't know why it's like this, it's just 6 hours but I feel this way, I don't know why they are not being supportive to me, my last advise is just to focus on this job, it's really weird if I didn't receive yesterday's msg or call I would feel peaceful today, today I feel like a panic and I dislike it a lot.

I don't know why Alysha made me believe doctor and Ustaz Harun will want to work here but she was successful, it's weird the undercover theory like not happening, it should be easy to spot meth user if they always spot on making ownself wet and being in front of the fan, it would be easy to spot, I wonder why my workplace have mastermind if it's peaceful. I'm really tired and worried of my next week is 5 days then what conversation I would have with them if it makes me can't work properly such thing, nobody will comfort me except the easy solution of my brother which is to just quit working there because unsure if I will get my salary.

It's really tough I really enjoy working there and like the place but they are not giving me my previous year salary for 2 times already, I wonder why I worked hard then, shouldn't I sue doctor for last year and previous year? It's really bad they just skip my money like nothing's wrong. I don't know why they are putting a heavy ruling on me, when I actually should be receiving my money on 21 or 22, then they actually not giving me again is my feeling, why should I continue working then? I think my brother is right, on Monday I should quit the job already.