Time really flies

Wow I realize it's now going to be 7p.m, usually I eat melatonin at 7p.m and 7+p.m, it means the day is already ending, then it actually feels like time flies really fast and don't feel rested, my body ache still exist from the job and I think it's something normal to feel, I think working $1600/mth is something good for this kind of pain, sleep will also be good, and I'm happy if doctor is real that I will be working full month except off day, I'm looking forward to a nice salary. It's also the end of cig. for me, but it's just weird the jobclub allowance is too long, I can't believe it's like this. They're supposed to care mental health but they created stress instead. It causes the bonus with voices yesterday to feel like quitting job, it's really harsh their decision is truly painful for me like a child treatment or something like "grounded", we're not in America but they seem teaching me a "Lesson" instead, it's my hard earned money but they are like this to me.

Tomorrow is Saturday my head will be becoming sleepy from Melatonin later, I remember when I work on Thursday, I woke up at 7a.m today, it feels so long, and by this hour I should be at work already, it's still fine I hope I become a happier man. Even if I quit cigarette, I still use the q.s inhaler to cope my needs, it's hard they being like this and I just have to believe they will 1 day reply that "it's because u smoke so cannot get allowance", it's just something painful and they need me to read stuff like that. I assume.

I remember typing so many about nice ranking, then I remember in the game of "Who's Got The Biggest Brain" I'm Top in the World on Facebook, it means I'm really a brainy type of man and should become a C.I.D, but government hate me that I have bad N.S records and have tattoos, it's just too bad for me someone like me can't become a Police. Doctor ever said my brain intelligence is a type of a Right-Hand Man, then I'm happy about it. Maybe hacker I'm a leader type because I'm Top in the World by ranking of psychiatrists/doctors.

Doctor didn't reward me for being top in "Who's Got the Biggest Brain" if treated me like someone they care they should be happy of my intelligence is seen worldwide my name appear on Facebook "Anas Qai", a non-cheater in the game as Rank 3, as the Rank 1 and 2 are Cheaters. I really am somebody kind of intelligence I believe doctor should recommend me something in the government, or P.M Lawrence Wong or President Tharman Shanmugaratnam should hire me something, I hope people like in America Government sent someone to look for "Anas Qai" due to the game, and even Guinness World Record to give me money for the highest rank worldwide. It's weird I'm so high in intelligence but government doesn't send me to fun free training like guns/pistols or a C.I.D, I'm left to rot until now turning 38 years old then working as a Dishwasher.