Too panic, I think of quitting

It's really serious, about money to not get any since last year and I remembered only after 1 year of working here, means I never get my salary and jobclub money last year, and they still doing me the same job, it's like I've been used to work for free saying "penalty money". It's my favourite job then I think of quitting because not getting my salary.

It's weird it had to be like this, last year I was under the same person but the response is like this, I think to do back like not coming to work on Monday and returning my clothes instead, like suddenly change of mind, they can't secure me to not get my money just like that.

I don't mind that I'm not becoming a somebody at this place then, then I don't mind as this means I'm not becoming a psychologist/psychiatrist, it's really harsh treatment, like a child and I didn't get my money. I think to just masturbate at doctor's wife then "don't know cannot also" kind of treatment, I mean we cannot be in good status with each other anymore because I didn't receive my money for 2 years straight, I guess money is more important than a kind of friendship that can last long. I mean I don't have to accept them as my adopted parents anymore, it's the best solution like a suicide stunt I have ever done it before, it's okay cause in the end my life is also destroyed because my friends have babies already, then Sakinah I don't know its maybe her niece, but could be her child too, with "Iman". I really don't care anymore.

I am creating enemies with doctor tonight.