Why am I feeling like this?

Why nobody help me? Its $1600/mth as my only energy of work left, work supposed to feel hard and perspiring(but have fan) and I enjoy working here a lot, why no psychics talks to me about this job I have, I became having no answers in my life instead and just working blindly, they didn't talk to me about holding my money but just stuck my jobclub money, if I keep going to work then if money finishes? I really don't know what's going to happen to me. It's about 1 hour left to work and I'm sad today to work because no calls from any doctor to tell me I'm actually fine, yesterday I hear voices at workplace that someone is watching me, then it's like that I continued working but have no response from doctor, I yesterday start to feel like talking to the voices for my first time, then it's weird feelings I hope doctor help me but he's not.

It's only 3 days to bear, it's only 6 hours per day, it's only 5 days a week, why do I feel this way, I can do it because "it's only .....", why don't they energize me like a news about work, I don't feel like anyone know about me I feel loss of energy but they like teaching me a lesson that life is like that, the attention I need to get answers I didn't get them at all, I'm remaining clueless who reads my blog daily, have more than 8 viewers so far as something permanent? I really don't know why it's like this.

I don't understand why people are harsh to me, what's the happiness if I work and they clap hands? If I wasted 80 cents throwing a lighter and they clap hands? Why is it so stupid? Why cigarette and they clap hands? Wasting my money like this even more when I don't get money, I really don't know what to do I feel like I must continue working in order to get my money then I don't know if doctor will hold my money over and over again, I thought news of doctor is I will get $1.4k, or more because of "last year's money"? Why is it like this I have to wait and it's on a working day too for me to think, to become a blind man and just work continuously? Like a robot?