Day 272 out of ward(320 on medications)

Yesterday I dreamt of crocodile, then it was created into a furniture like putting stuff inside the body, then it's secretly alive like have the organs in plastic, then to survive from it is to "care a crow as pet", as they will eat the organ if crocodile tries to bite.

In the dream there's a room that it have 2 toilets on the left, at that time after crocodile was "finished and turned into furniture" its time to shower already then I go to the end room to shower. Then I woke up and shower now at my sofa writing this.

Today is May 13th, almost half month of May, I feel happy the end is close and now actually I still feel sleepy and tired even if I slept yesterday afternoon, the short of cigarette caused this and I haven't smoke more than 12 hours already as cigarette finished.