Heavy in my mind

Remembering about the past as I hear voices of conversation of the past, it's really unhealthy, like it will keep visioning me back into seeing "Wahdiah & Shahridah" as my Wife 1 day, then I don't know where they are or what they do in life, I saw that Wahdiah still active on LinkedIn like commenting to her colleague, she's maybe living her life already.

I'm thinking what to do for the rest of this 6mths+ July will be celebration of my 1st sister's birthday then it's going to be my first time attending it I think, I don't know why it's like that nobody cares I kept missing in July during her birthday celebration.

I'm trying to rest now and it's the usual timing where everyone will be missing from viewing, something like that. But it's only 9+p.m so I don't know, my previous post have 21 viewers really a lot, still wondering who are they too. Today my father bought nasi goreng kampung to eat as my mother is in Johor.

I'm resting still at my Sofa remembering just now I slept here in the afternoon and I'm happy how my afternoon sleep coming back into my life, then I can sleep at night also, means I can sleep twice again like the past, like before.