Saturday, May 2, 2026

Really made to feel this way

Like not knowing my jobs, I think doctor like said that I will work downstairs, but as what? Then he said no, then it means it's some other jobs, I really wonder what job I will do, it's already 2nd May and afternoon going to be night time soon, the countdown to June is really like that, I still don't know what I will work as, washing plates? Why can't I remember first and work the job first instead of jobclub first? I think I have no luck about knowing because they are not reminding me or repeating what they told me, it's really just a lot of endurance for now.

I remember it's reaching night time then in means I may write nonsense so im writing lesser I think, I have no knowledge what I will work as sadly, like no support from anyone, it means I won't work Soldier job this year?

Thinking stuff like where to get a job, maybe google, then Gumtree is no more, then maybe recruitexpress, it's really crazy the difficulty of finding a job for someone like me who doesn't use resume to apply for jobs, I really don't know what to do.

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